Im in a hospital right now.

So, last night I was cutting, and I was bleeding all over the place... And then I passed out, and I woke up in this hospital room. Then my nurse explained it to me:

Apparently, I cut open a very inportant vein, and I didnt know it. So when my mom checked on me,I was on the floor covered in blood. She saw the knife too. So then she carried me to the car and took me to the hospital and they bandaged up my hand. My mom brought me my kindle when I woke up because now they're running these stupid tests and blah blah blah. ._. So yeah... I got to miss school though, so its totally fine o_o Im gonna cut my vein on my ankle when I get home o_o

WHAT?!?! Don't cut -_- It makes it worse!! (grammer error o_O)

NO! It's not going to do anything! NEVER do anything like that. I don't care if you might not think so, but someone out there WILL miss you. You're life is important and there is a lot of opportunities to do. Don't sit in the past because you can't change it. Just keep on going, keep on swimming because every single problem leads to a new beginning for you.

posted twice o_o

I agree with thedoglover. o_o

Stormageddon wrote:I agree with thedoglover. o_o

But... But Alek was right.... It makes you focus on the pain in your wrist rather than your heart. This is physical pain that can be done away with. There are pain relievers for this stuff. But there are no cures for heartbreak or mental pain. Therefore, I prefer this over sitting in a corner crying like the pathetica loser I am. ^_^

Chantaul wrote:

Stormageddon wrote:I agree with thedoglover. o_o

But... But Alek was right.... It makes you focus on the pain in your wrist rather than your heart. This is physical pain that can be done away with. There are pain relievers for this stuff. But there are no cures for heartbreak or mental pain. Therefore, I prefer this over sitting in a corner crying like the pathetica loser I am. ^_^

No, he wasn't right. It might temporarily make you feel that way, but afterwards it is going to harm you more.

Don't Chan ._.
This isn't what I wanted you to do. I didn't mean for you to get so mad.
It's not right. ._.
And yes I cut, but that doesn't mean you should. I don't want you to cut. Sometimes it just haunts you. ):

IM TOTALLY FINE IF I GET A CUT ON ACCIDENT ^-^ BUT I USUALLY BURN AND SHOCK MAH SELF O__________O ON PURPOSE...

~Purrrfect~ wrote:IM TOTALLY FINE IF I GET A CUT ON ACCIDENT ^-^ BUT I USUALLY BURN AND SHOCK MAH SELF O__________O ON PURPOSE...

Cigars. o_o.

Alek888 wrote:Don't Chan ._.
This isn't what I wanted you to do. I didn't mean for you to get so mad.
It's not right. ._.
And yes I cut, but that doesn't mean you should. I don't want you to cut. Sometimes it just haunts you. ):

Oh you didn't? You didn't think Id be mad when I found out that you were lying to me about loving so.eone else, even while we were dating, and even though I told you everythig? You didnt think Id be mad when the person that made me so happy made me want die?You didnt think Id be mad when you out of the blue decided that you didnt love me anymore and didnt want me in your life? You didn't think any of this would hurt me?

*Hits* e___________e I hate you.

TheGinger wrote:

Who are you? o_o

Oh, Channy...

:OOO WHY WOULD YOU CUT?!?!? It bothers me when people harm themselves like that

Are you alright, though??